Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Poems.

A few of my favorite poems.

My Heart Leaps Up When I Behold
My heart leaps up when I behold
A rainbow in the sky:
So was it when my life began,
So is it now I am a man,
So be it when I shall grow old
Or let me die!
The Child is father of the Man:
And I could wish my days to be
Bound each to each by natural piety.

-William Wordsworth

Nothing Gold Can Stay
Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
so dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
-Robert Frost

The Road Not Taken
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
-Robert Frost

To the Virgins to Make Much of Time
Gather ye rose-buds while ye may,
Old Time is still a-flying;
And this same flower that smiles today,
Tomorrow will be dying.

The glorious lamp of heaven, the sun,
The higher he's a-getting,
The sooner will his race be run,
And nearer he's to setting.

That age is best which is the first,
When youth and blood are warmer;
But being spent, the worse, and worst
Times, still succeed the former.

Then be not coy, but use your time,
And while ye may, go marry;
For having lost but once your prime,
You may for ever tarry.
-Robert Herrick

A Psalm of Life
Tell me not, in mournful numbers,
Life is but an empty dream!
For the soul is dead that slumbers,
And things are not what they seem.

Life is real! Life is earnest!
And the grave is not its goal;
Dust thou art, to dust returnest,
Was not spoken of the soul.

Not enjoyment, and not sorrow,
Is our destined end or way;
But to act, that each to-morrow
Find us farther than to-day.

Art is long, and Time is fleeting,
And our hearts, though stout and brave,
Still, like muffled drums, are beating
Funeral marches to the grave.

In the world's broad field of battle,
In the bivouac of Life,
Be not like dumb, driven cattle!
Be a hero in the strife!

Trust no Future, howe'er pleasant!
Let the dead Past bury its dead!
Act,--act in the living Present!
Heart within, and God o'erhead!

Lives of great men all remind us
We can make our lives sublime,
And, departing, leave behind us
Footprints on the sands of time;--

Footprints, that perhaps another,
Sailing o'er life's solemn main,
A forlorn and shipwrecked brother,
Seeing, shall take heart again.

Let us, then, be up and doing,
With a heart for any fate;
Still achieving, still pursuing,
Learn to labor and to wait.

-Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Future Studio.

Bedroom studio.

Audio Interface



M-Audio's Fast Track Pro audio interface. An upgrade from the Fast Track, equiped with a preamp that will allow me to power certain mics with phantom power. It has two main inputs which is all i really need for now. This will allow a direct signal from mics or instruments into my computer.

Condenser Microphone
Rode NT1A Studio Condenser Microphone. A decently priced condenser mic for vocals. It's not in the 5 to 600's like some more high-end condenser mics, but it'll be a good start for me to learn on. Until that time, i'll make do with descent yet cheap equip, then upgrade later on.

Dynamic Microphone

The Shure SM57 Cardiod Dynamic Microphone. They say it's the workhorse of the studio. It can be used for instruments or even vocals, basically any sound I want to record. I'm debating whether I should get the condenser mic or this one first. I feel like I'd get a better source for vocals with the condenser, but this one will be great for guitar.

As well as cables, stands, and turning my closet into a vocal box, these three things should last me a good amount of time. I could use better recording software, and perhaps a mac to make things go smoother, but I gotta start learning somewhere. Eventually, I'd like to upgrade mics, get a mixer, and a few more mics, then I can record full live band. By myself though, I should be able to produce some pretty good sound with little equip, especially if I implement my brother's keyboard because it has a whole crap load of instruments I could sample. I'm pretty excited to learn how to master great sound, then maybe I could do it for some side things and such. 'twill be fun.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Christmas Time.

Family, Friends, and Hope.

First off, Merry Christmas. Just in case if I kill the mood later on.

I am surrounded by people; people that I love. My ever sweet mother, quirky father, lethargic brother, neato cousins, and ample amounts of uncles and aunties, everything is now right in the world. These are the relationships in ones life that never fail, that above all weariness and heartache, will triumph over any opposition that dare challenge. These are the relationships I pray never fade, break, or die, because they are the foundation of my life, the supports to which allow me to proudly stand tall, I am me. And I am forever grateful. We lift each other up as an interdependent system of entities that share a bond, not only forged in a blend of love or trust, but also in a divine energy that exists freely and powerfully. Oh the greatness of family. They continue to support me as I trek through such transitions like college, and now that the first semester is over, they are still here, and I am still standing.

Now the depressing part. I had thought for maybe about 5 minutes of the types of people in ones life, and I decided to elaborate on this blog as a way to organize my thoughts. First family, next friends, including girl- and boyfriends. These relationships are the toughest of all. They must be created and built, and all accountability is layed at the feet of the creators who used words and actions as material to construct such monuments. Words like "forever", or actions like making promises, but these symbols of togetherness fade, break, and die; they fail. They submit to the destructive force of time because on their own they can't handle the storm. For them to even stand a chance, so much meaning must be welded to them, making these relationships potentially unstoppable. But, the difference is that they also have potential to be stopped. Which leads me to my moment of depressing realization. Returning home from college, once close friends have now faded, and continue to do so even with my diligent efforts. I still hold them dear to my heart, yet they fade, slowly falling through my fingertips as I fight to grasp them. One of my greatest fears.. truly trying to build and build and make perfect, and watch it be destroyed. Though I have established new friendships in college, at the moment how close am I to them? I am stuck in the middle as I push forward, watching as one group fades out and the other fades in. I've lost a means of support, and I don't want to be forgotten.

It takes time to build, and it takes time to destroy. The latter, requiring less than the former, can happen in the blink of an eye. But, with time, there is hope. There is always hope. No matter the amount, hope prevails, it is the 'field in the middle of the city', a light amid darkness. However, the good and bad thing about hope is that it keeps us holding on. It is good to persist because there is that chance, but bad because such persistance may be in vain, and we'll never know when to let go. But then again, how does one define a word like love, or hope? They are merely labels to an energy that is nearly incomprehensible. Because how will you ever really know? Nevertheless, hope is a fuel, and I know that it's keeping me sane, along with my loving family. For when there is hope, there is peace.

I'm single, broke, and unemployed, but I have a smile on my face.

"'There's something inside, something they can't get to, something they can't touch... it's yours.' 'What are you talkin about?'.....'Hope.'"

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Movies.

I freakin love movies.

Movies full of explosions and dudes getting punched in the face.
-Basically all of them; Nothing better than a movie including explosions, fighting, blood, death, nudity, yelling, and a lot of running... in the first 5 minutes.

Movies that have good stories or influence different levels of inspiration:
-Finding Forester; good movie, it has Sean Connery and we all know he's awesome.
-Dead Poet Society; pretty inspiring, casts Robin Williams as a professor
-What Dreams May Come; Definitely touching. Also features Robin Williams. It's pretty well written and is a great story with a touch of romanticism.
-A Beautiful Mind; Makes you think.
-Shawshank Redemption; Tim Robins and Morgan Freeman. I always thought Mr. Freeman was awesome, I mean he was God in Bruce Almighty, but I was recently informed that he had been sneaking around with a mistress, so I don't know anymore. He does have a cool voice though.

Movies that make me laugh:
-Will Ferrell movies; hilarious
-Steve Carell is a funny dude as well
-Dude.. Dumb and Dumber, weird kind of humor, but it's just classic

DISNEY MOVIES!!!:
-Aladdin, The Lion King, Beauty and the Beast, The Fox and the Hound, A Goofy Movie. ALL OF THEM AHHH!!! Cartoons are funny, sometimes animals are capable of speech.

There's some that can potentially bring a tear to my eye:
-Click; 'tis funny. The part when he goes back to see his dad, or when he's super old, both are intense tear jerkers. Adam Sandler is a crazy dude.
-What Dreams May Come; great story. If you haven't seen it... Watch it.
-I Am Sam; Wowzers
-I think the Notebook did once, but I don't remember. If it did, it was the part when she forgot who he was, and everything was all intense.
-Dude.. Pursuit of Happyness. Intense movie. Will Smith is a cool dude.

Just to name a few, but there's literal butt loads I can't even think of at the moment. These are just the ones that were on the top of my head.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Business Time.

Interesting.

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